i fucked up bad this time.. i keep making the same stupid decisions over and over again. i keep going back to talking to someone for the stupidest reasons. i just wanted someone to talk to, but while i do tht, im hurting the person i care the most about in the entire world, and im giving someone else false hope. im a terrible person.. im just using someone and telling them i love them, just so i can have someone to vent too. how can i be so fucking stupid. i honestly dont deserve the girl im with right now, and she doesnt deserve my bullshit. i cant believe shes giving me almost an 8th chance on wut i keep doing, going behind her back, lying to her, and stabbing her in the back. well this time is a fucking wake up call. no more. im not giving this girl false hope, and im not gonna keep hurting my baby. this times different. im gonna do everything i can to gain her trust back, and im never taking it for granted again. goodbye Brianna Gallant for good.
An angel sent from god. i am one of the lucky few people to know her. i am the LUCKIEST person to have the privilege to call her my own. Shes the most sensitive, emotional, caring person ive ever met. I will never understand how someone as sweet as her, goes through as much shit as she does. shes lived one of the hardest lives, gone through the most tragic situations, forced to grow up alone with no one there for her, but somehow finds the strength to wear a smile through her day. This Goddess deserves better then royalty, but receives shit instead. It hurts me so much that someone this perfect, gets a life full of pain and depression. anyone that thinks shes fake, can go fuck themselves. shes the realest person i know. youd have to be to most ignorant person alive to think anything less of what she is. shes gorgeous, smart, funny, talented, friendly, sweet, sensitive, and extremely complex. i know it sounds like im just saying shes everything good i can think of, but everything im saying is 100% the truth. shes honestly perfect, and i love her more then life itself.